Sunday, March 16, 2008 . 11:11 AM
[16th march 2008]heys!! anyone missed me? seems like my blog was pretty dead.. oops.. too lazy to blog... maybe i shud say, there is nth for me to blog abt...
well... CAMP WAS GREAT FUN!!! despite the pt and the incredibly short shower time...
first day:
kayaking cancelled... ended up playing some lame games... i forgot wad were the games le..
then after that outdoor cooking... sardine rice... delicious!!! haha... we are a group of good chefs!!! muahaha!!
watched movie...
slept on tables with mandy cos we did not bring sleeping bag... shivered in the night... too cold. nvr bring jacket (stupid me)
second day:
tio scammed by facilitators... woke up at 5 instead of the pre-set 7am... we were really dreaming when they said we will wake up at 7... haix.. then pt..
as usual, one bunch of ppl complaining abt the pumpings... got pumped for being late by pathetic 3 mins...
then ran from school to yewtee just before the industrial estate where the big canal is.. fell down on the way.. *ouch* to see sun rise...xD pretty!
ran back... MR YEO FELL!! muahahaha!! then had nasi lemak for breakfast!!
did planning for the next day's event...
outdoor cooking for dinner again... this time round, due to unforeseen circumstances, our rice was eaten half-cooked... but the instant noodles were nice.. haha... then cooked the soup for our dearest facilitators, stella and peiwen... its our hard-earned food ok... xD hope they enjoyed it :]
night hunt... not that bad.. managed to stay a little braver than i thought i would be... but night walk was worse!!! mr yeo!! ur 'meow' is so damn fake!!
at night... slept on mattress this time round.. thanks to zhen yan and zelia for sharing with us... :p
was still cold... cos zelia on the fan to full speed... xD a great big hug to the facilitators who let us sleep till 7am on the third morning!! u guys are much appreciated!!
third day:
NO PT!!!!!! muahahaha!!! just simple warming up.. then prepared to welcome the guests... they are from the society for the physically disabled... it was a really fun day spent with them.. gave me more motivation and encouragement to stay strong when im feeling down..i really admire them a lot... haha...
played amazing race with cheryl and yu quan...
CHEEYONG=SHUAI GE!!!
haha... cheeyong is really very very very cute.. amin/aman too... (i dunno who is who.. they look alike)...
lunched with them in the art room.. *phew.. air-con*
had area cleaning and then BREAK CAMP!! haha... took pictures with crazy-group-1-facilitator doreen and my dear group 2 members, margaret, naomi, hakeem, peishan and aloysius... of cos, not to forget our very busy facilitators-stella and peiwen!!!
mandy, zhenyan, weihong, subhaan and keith dragged ourselves to lot 1 to enjoy the luxurious feeling once again... haha... cooled down at lot 1 mac with ice cream.. then went home...
reached home abt 4pm... bathed, watched tv and decided to sleep...
YIHAN IS ONCE AGAIN THE PIG OF THE DAY!!!
i slept from 15th march, saturday 5.30pm to 16th march, sunday 8.30am... feel so rejuvenated now... xD 15 hours of sleep... here i am now to blog!! haha..
in conclusion, actually i learnt a lot from this camp.. i suppose it would benefit me a lot.. this is the last camp for the precious sec 4s.. rest assure.. we will try our best to take over u and make kranji a better place!!! jiayou for ur 'O' levels!!!
sry for the stupidly long write up above... i just feel so elated at seeing the computer and the feel of the keyboard.. haha... oops.. crapping.. xD will update more when i have the pics from doreen.. :)
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Wednesday, March 5, 2008 . 8:00 PM
[5 march 2008]its the first time in my life i felt so helpless doing a math paper...
i almost decided to throw down my pen, fold my arms and just sit there to stare at that freakingly difficult paper... i cant even get a way to solve it... so dun even talk abt getting that bloody answer...
MDM JOANNA MAH!!! must u set such a difficult paper? its the first a-math paper of our 14/15 years of life!! or maybe i shud say 15 years of my futile life..
u really make me feel so useless... haix... forget it.....
tmr will be the first paper of this week that i THINK im capable of passing... social studies...
lets just hope that i wont blank out tmr... lets hope that the L.A.R.A. & P.A.R.I.S. & F.E.E.L. will get drilled to my brain.. (:
jiayou to all the poor beings out there who are also having common tests this week...
to cheer ppl up, this is taken from regina's blog... xD mandy, dun kill me!
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Tuesday, March 4, 2008 . 6:52 PM
[4 march 2008]its my birthday today!!! special thanks to those who have wished me a happy birthday today!! i will try to grow up and be more mature de k?!
thanks to:
-regina, mandy, eekie, melissa, peiyen, meixuan, vivian, zhenyan, yuefeng and vanessa...
for the wonderful handphone pouch, USB mini ducky vacuum, tofu "key holder", the cute card that regina drew, and most preciously, the piano book!! u guys do noe me very well yea?!
BUT THANKS SO MUCH!!!
mandy! i will make sure that i find a very hard-to-find present for u too k?! xD i dunno wad to say lar!
thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-shiying for the cuuuuuute little dog and the very very very adorable doggy card!! is it really called sugar 15? sounds a little weird but THANKS!! u oso must jiayou hor! :]
-jiazhi and weimun and maybe siti for the very very big bag of chocs! now i bu she de chi lor... THANKS!!!!!!!!
plus not forgetting those who have gave me their wishes:
cilian
hafizah
"malin"
shuqing
shihao
im sry if i forgot to put ur name there!!! i really forgot.. until now, these are the only names that i can remember!!!
thanks to everyone!!!! i promise i will grow up and stop being so childish and stop taking things for granted... erm.. oh ya.. i will try to stay strong as well... i've learnt that im very weak.. not gd at all... hahahaha...
happy 15th birthday to me!!!
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Monday, March 3, 2008 . 8:33 PM
[3 march 2008]hohoho... three and a half hours to my birthday!! muahahahaha!!!
haha... birthday wish... lets just hope that ...........................................
my wish shall not be disclosed... if not will not be true le.. xD table tennis ppl shud noe wad it is bah... :/
im going to be fifteen soon... aiya.. nth much to be glad abt lar.... :/ its not as if im going to be able to get my license or anything... sheesh... the most i can get is my first I.C. only mah... shithell...
anyway, the sun will always set after rising... its only a matter of time...
likewise, apart from the birthday news, the bad news is that im having my first two papers tmr as well!!! shucks... :
4 march: chinese paper 1 + chemistry
5 march: english paper 1 & 2 + additional mathematics
for the first time in my life, im prepared to fail my exams!! gosh! :x
having a terrible headache... i've been having it since saturday... comes on and off... its seriously freaking irritating.. especially when im having my exams tmr!! argh!!
going to do my last revision for chem now! lets chiong! jiayou ppl!! LOL...
p.s. maybe it was just a misundertanding... but no matter wad, its not ur personality that hurts me... its ur words and actions that make me feel so out of place and so lonely... its as though the whole world has turned against me... it gave me the feeling that u have influenced the others such that they have decided to ignore me as well... let me hope that it is just a dream and nth else.... just a dream...
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Sunday, March 2, 2008 . 4:48 PM
[2 march 2008]there have been so many things happening recently... so happy yet so sad..
im getting lost again.. maybe im lost in my own world of wishful thinking and fantasy bah... :/
why must u make me feel so deprived of the encouragement just when u gave it all to me?
why must u make me feel so distant to u when we just got closer?
it all sums up to make me miserable once again. i once thought that we were alright again.. its seems like u nvr know how to keep friends from getting hurt properly...
maybe i nvr existed in ur list of friends before.. maybe u just treated me like a substitute when the others were not around...
all of the above may be just my own thoughts.. it maybe true as well.. no matter wad, i dun wanna know...
i just wanna keep this friendship alive [if it was even friendship in the first place]
maybe im thinking too much but when u said the sentence to me, it felt as though u just pushed me off the bus and left me to fend for myself when actually the wound still hurts...
i dun mind u telling me my flaws but please be merciful.. no matter wad i did in the past that pissed u off, i just need u to tell me.. not to leave me alone and go on without me... it hurts.. it really hurts... :/
the above write up is dedicated to one of my bestest frens... do not make assumptions and dun ask me abt who it is.. if u think its u, then just let it be... it will hurt both parties if the identity of the person was exposed... i just needed to rant and let it all out...
i wanted to blog abt the 'wall' story but now, i no longer have the mood and currently, im not the wall.. do not addess me as one bcos i will not answer u... it just does not fit the situation now...
let me sort out my feelings and get back to be me, myself... i need another period of time... in the meanwhile, as long as the person gets back to who she is, i will be fine...
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Friday, February 22, 2008 . 10:10 PM
[22 feb 2008]i may seem emo and upset..
but rest assure... i will recover in time to make sure that things go smoothly in the team...
mandy and i will stay strong and together be each other's pillars of support and strength...
we noticed how important we are to this team and once we fall, so will the team...
we will nvr let the team collapse... no matter how hard it is, we will still be there to lead the team...
if u guys dun give up on us, we will nvr give up!
this post may seem incomplete but this is all i have to say...
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008 . 8:45 PM
[20 feb 2008]就算失望, 也不能绝望...
this are the lyrics of a song that i heard but i dunno the title...
have all the saturday trainings helped? have our efforts gone down the drain?
YES! the trainings helped a lot and as long as effort is put in, it will not go down the drain... all the extra trainings and competitions that we went for really helped. without the ulu pandan match, we would not have known the latest news for fuhua.
although we lost, we lost with pride... i would not want to win with underhand methods like XXX school... no one is to be blamed... luck is just not on our side...
it will take some time for me to forget abt this tournament, partially bcos this is the seniors' last yr and we have been so close to them.. we really cannot bear them to leave...
how would training be like,
without regina's crazy acts and constant complain of aches+ FBT?
without siti screaming away?
without peiyen and her angelic voice+ "i am pure and innocent"?
without jiazhi's understanding tone and her advices to me when i broke down?
without melissa for me to nag at for being so slack?
without zhenrui and her blur blur look?
and most importantly, how would training be like without my dearest doubles partner, meixuan!!! meixuan, i will miss u so much. i dun wanna play doubles with people whom i dun have confidence in or people who cant run*wink*... thats going to be so sad...
always take care of ur bat now. nvr leave it in school again. i wont be there to safekeep it for u anymore... ): let it be a reminder of the days we spent training and playing tgt bah... *sniff*
no matter wad, always remember.. there will always be someone there to "back u up" nvr let the spirit die! let these days we spent tgt be the most unforgettable days in kranji!!
"just do it! i will be here to back u up!"
- meixuan and yihan(: the words we used to motivate and give each other support during the most crucial matches against RV and Fuhua...
how i wished our tournament did not end so soon. i still have to slap myself back to reality sometimes... i do dream ok... xD
so many ppl gave us support and their well wishes. im sry if we let u down but we really tried out best! we really played our best...
to the RV people who came and support us!: jiayou for ur continuing tournament! all the best! if u ever meet fuhua, can u pls help us defeat them and make them remember it for the rest of their lives? we may have been each others' opponent but the feeling of being friends outside the table is just so great. i seriously think that the fuhua girl was scared when u rooted for us! haha.. jiayou k?! we will support u as well.. [unless we are playing against u lar..] xD
anyway, GD JOB PPL! our mental power was enough to scare opponents away... [not only mandy's face ok...] jiayou 'C' girls!!! although we did not win for u guys but always remember. until 31 dec 2008, the sec 4 seniors will still be ur sec 4 seniors k?
for more humourous/touching words and sentences, go to regina's blog. its much nicer. (: for example...
“天灵灵，
地灵灵,
holy 水，让我赢。”
^ poem by regina after being so pissed off by XXX school and their wipe-table methods...
“天灵灵，
地灵灵,
立化立化,
一定赢！”
^ poem also by regina after the RV girls came to cheer for us! THANKS! JIAYOU!!
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008 . 10:29 AM
[18 feb 2008]we may have lost to River Valley sec... we may have lost a golden opportunity... we may have disappointed people around us who had high hopes... but we really tried out best...
as usual, i saw many things that really touched me and i felt much more relieved... every point we scored, every ball we successfully got over the net, every scream and shout of 'jiayou' i heard, really gave me confidence and motivation to do it again and hear the encouragement from u guys again. the team work is back in mission! (:
i finally understood how regina felt. im not upset at how badly i played but the fact that the oppotunity is flying away right in front of us made me want to shout and scream in despair.. instead, i felt proud of my doubles bcos we managed to get two sets after losing two at first... mr chua is right..
"who will not give up and fight even after losing two sets to strong opponents?"
we did not give up(: i admit i did blame myself at first bcos i felt that by losing, we were putting the pressure on mandy but after the reassurance mandy gave me, i realised that no one was at fault! no one shud be putting the blame on themselves... we were sad that we lost.. but shouldn't we pick ourselves up and let the fighting spirit in us come back to life?
fuhua is our nxt opponent... we must have the confidence that we can beat them... mei xuan and i beat their stronger doubles before... thats the product of working hard... we shall do it once again on 20 feb 2008.
i will not say that this is a failure.. just a lesson that all of us have learnt... now that we noe whr we stand, lets just work hard towards our nxt goal!!
THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR KRANJI!
HIP HIP HOORAY!
HIP HIP HOORAY!!
HIP HIP HOORAY!!!
xD
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Saturday, February 16, 2008 . 1:56 PM
[16 feb 2008]hey all!!! haha... finally in a better mood now. currently at siyun's house doing project. but slacking as usual lar...
SIYUN'S BROTHER IS SOOOO CUTE!!
cute bomb seh... :/ he actually talks with a slang! so cute rite? and he looks like ignatius [my nephew]
now have to go for lunch le.. still got piano lesson later.. thinking abt it, it has been two freaking weeks since i touched the piano. i dunno wad to tell my teacher leh... xD haix... i think i will die lor... no time to even go near the piano.
everyday come back from school, bath, eat dinner, do hw, pack bag and then sleep... haix... its been very long since i was able to go home before 6pm. gtg eat lunch now... update again another day bah.. probably after tournament...
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!
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Friday, February 15, 2008 . 8:57 PM
[15 FEB 2008]GD NEWS!!
announcement: "table tennis. in a game played yesterday, our kranji table tennis 'B' girls won new town secondary with a score of 5 is to 0! well done girls!"
its a step taken.. its a gd start... BUT dun be complacent [right mandy?]! we still have more important matches coming right up! GET READY TO FIGHT!
another thing: for those not playing, please do not feel sad or disappointed. we hope that u can understand that we need the best arrangement to play and try to win... ur understanding will be greatly appreciated...
BAD NEWS!
apparently there have been ppl bad mouthing me in school... i may appear to noe nth.. but it hurts.. it really hurts... i may have changed... but i DO NOT have any intentions to rebel against pb!
I REPEAT!!! I, HU YIHAN, DO NOT HAVE ANY INTENTIONS TO REBEL AGAINST KRANJI PREFECTORIAL BOARD!
anyone out there bad mouthing me, i appreciate if u stop. if i really changed for the worse, please kindly stand out and show me the right path to take. i may have been led astray without my knowing... i will appreciate if u can stand out and teach me... if ur intention is to make ppl change their opinion of me and i get to find out who u r, u jolly well pack ur bag and leave my life OR JUST SIMPLY SHUT UR TRAP...
i am sure that i do not need and back stabbing at this crucial point of time... when i first became EXCO, i promised myself that i will do my best for every task assigned to me. i will do my duty faithfully. i admit that i have slacked at times and turned up late for duties sometimes when im tired... but have i skipped duty without and FREAKING VALID REASONS?! please do not make any assumptions without concrete evidence!
gosh.. i feel so hurt, insulted, ashamed and disgraced when i knew that there were this kind of ppl alive on planet earth... it may not seem like i care.. but in fact, it feels like ten thousand arrows just shot into my heart heartlessly and im not even dead.. i just have to bear with the pain... maybe 'dying' is a solution that is not so painful bah...
until i noe who that person is, i will not make any assumptions but for sure, i noe SOMEONE out there have said things that have ruined the table tennis prefects' reputation. if u find that u are not competent enough, just go for some time management course. dun try and pull others down when u are not up to standard!!!
grr... feeling pissed off right now.. and i really mean PISSED OFF!!!! damn! *bang table and stomps away*
*the above text is no targetted at anyone.. i just needed to vent my anger and just in case that inconsiderate person is reading, he/she knows wad to do...
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008 . 9:02 PM
[12 feb 2008]FIRST MATCH PLAYED BY KRANJI TABLE TENNIS 'C' DIVISION GIRLS...
to those who reads my blog, i am not exactly disppointed with ur performance... maybe a few times u missed the ball or did some unforgivable mistakes but no matter wad, i noe u tried ur best.. at least most of u did try ur best rite?
it is no one's fault... there are so many different factors that might have affected ur performance.. it might have been the quality of the table. or the lighting. or the background noise [that has pissed me off quite a bit] by the badminton bimbos. or the whole atmosphere.
but most importantly, i think ur 'nervousness' played a big part in affecting ur performance...
now that u noe how ur own thinking can affect your playing, be sure that history wont repeat itself the nxt time round k? learn to control ur own mind... xD i was pretty shocked by shiying and yile though. relax.. im not blaming u..
i've been through wad u guys are going through right now. it is not the end of the world.. u guys still have many matches to play and the opponents might become stronger... once again, u have us behind u.. jiayou k?!
now, tmr is the KRANJI TABLE TENNIS 'B' DIVISION GIRLS TURN.... we have said that we want to hear the announcement the nxt day rite? that shall be our goal for tmr! let us just strive for the very best and jiayou! xD
nth is impossible... (:
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Saturday, February 9, 2008 . 12:42 PM
[9th feb 2008]Hey guys! this post is somewhat overdue but i still want to repeat wad MR YEO said to us during a very very motivational talk a few weeks ago.
its abt the 5 levels of leadership. its amazing to know whr u stand and how u can improve urself to become a better leader. perhaps pictures are better in explaining it...
LEVEL 1: POSTITION:
People follow you because they have to. The longer you stay here, the higher the turnover and the lower the morale.
LEVEL 2: PERMISSION:
People follow you because they want to. Work is fun, but lack of progress in leadership will cause highly motivated people to become restless.
LEVEL 3: PRODUCTION:
People follow because of what you have done for the organization. Problems are fixed with very little effort because of momentum.
LEVEL 4: PEOPLE DEVELOPMENT:
People will follow because of what you have done for them personally. Long range growth occurs. Leadership development ensures continued growth.
LEVEL 5: PERSONHOOD:
People follow you because of who you are and what you represent. Reserved for leaders who have spent years growing people and organizations. Few make it.
isn't it like so true... Mr Yeo said that most of the SSC are at Level 2... it really puts me onto the track of thinking... which level am i at? how efficient am i in leading others? am i able to lead others and produce gd results?
haix... mandy, are u in love with my post now? xD
this is going to be a battle where the soldiers fight with all their might and play their hearts out... jiayou ppl! lets make each match a victorious one, one that we can all celebrate for!
it may not be as successful but at least we wont be THAT disappointed if we do our best... JIAYOU!
THREE CHEERS FOR KRANJI TABLE TENNIS TEAM!!!!
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Friday, February 1, 2008 . 8:55 PM
[5th feb 2008]its been so long since i blogged... and in a blink of an eye, its already feb!! which means only one thing!
1) TOURNAMENT IS COMING!
well well... mandy and i are like ranting and talking abt table tennis almost everyday... and surprisingly, we dun get sick of it at all!!
SENIORS!!! we must really work hard ok? all the time and effort that we spent on preparing for this four matches must not go to waste k? believe in urself and u can do it...
the newest updates! our fixtures are out!
13th feb: new town sec
18th feb: dunearn + RV
20th feb: Fuhua
i have faith in u guys!! jiayou! the 'c' division have been working hard as well. maybe to others, u guys slacked but i can sense that SOME of u are indeed nervous abt this upcoming tournament.
just relax and play well. u guys can do it de. play ur hearts out and things will go fine. no one will blame u if u played ur normal standard.
RMB! U ARE WINNING FOR THE TEAM AND THE SCHOOL! EACH POINT THAT U LOSE WILL NOT CAUSE THE WHOLE TEAM TO LOSE!
if u lose a point, calm down and start again. be determined to get that point back... dun start laughing or thinking things like " shit... i lost...". that will only make things worse. think positive!!!! xD u guys can do it de lar! JIAYOU!!!
haix... i may be able to say things like that.. but im i able to do it as well? sometimes i feel that my mind is just functioning on its own rather than trying to work well with my body... that sucks... am i ready for tournament?!
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Friday, January 25, 2008 . 9:57 PM
[25 jan 2008]hey people! missed me?!? well.. if u guys have been to see regina's blog, u should noe the schools that we will be playing tournament against rite?
in case u dun, we will be playing against RV, Fuhua, New town and dunearn... shud be quite a gd chance to show wad we have been training so hard for... xD jiayou ok?!
time is like passing so fast. it has been 4 weeks since school reopened le... i was doing detention duty today when i felt so tired all of a sudden...
maybe its just merely physical tiredness... the right side of my back was swollen for a while just now and luckily its much better now. i will nvr forgive myself if i get hurt at this crucial moment!!
thanks for those who really comforted me that day... the news just came as a shock... but now that it is confirmed to be positive, im much more confident for the team.. but still not for myself... i shall train as hard as i can for this period.. i dun care if i get muscle aches for the rest of the year! i just wanna make the dream come true this time!
im sure many people want it to happen as well.... lets work hard tgt!!! make use of every single minute u have in table tennis training to fix your mistakes and try to perfect the strokes.. although no one is perfect, but not every stroke cannot be perfect..
fine.. im talking crap again... xD
SHIAT!!!! how come im always talking crap and nth else more productive?! nvm... i give up...
'O' levels results were released yesterday and many of my seniors got gd results! CONGRATZ!! for those who did not meet your own target, its alright... u have already done ur best!!
JIAYOU FOR ALL YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS!!!!!
will update asap as usual but dun look forward to my nxt post cos i assume that it is going to be as boring as this post is...
till then people~!!! continue missing me ok?!
replies to tag!:
cheerego: haha.. its much better now. thanks!!
Malin: LOL! uncle its u rite? so long nvr see u le! i very emo meh?
[Shu Qing]: haha.. ok.. thanks!!! u must stay happy too ok?!
mandy: hor!! u say regina crazy.... but i have to agree to that... not inference.. its evidence..
Mel: stop saying that im emo when im not and stop asking me not to cry! i noe u care but its
seriously irritating!!! xD
shiiyiing: huh? sry ah.. dun get wad u mean...
STONE: haha.. i really very scary meh? sry ah... ur score already good enough for me
lar... got do ur best then can le...
cn: LOL! thanks! pretty shocked to see ur tag here.. but thanks anyway! jiayou!
congratz for ur results as well! gd job! xD
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008 . 8:03 PM
[15th jan 2008]missed school.
dying of fatigue.
let the pics do the talking.
the'brothers'... very loyal bunch of frens...
back view...
throwing the flowers...
bride in chinese traditional costume...
pretty bride...
the 'sisters'.. u can barely see my eyes...
'brothers' doing forfeit for being late..
'sisters' & 'brothers'.. the arch rivals...
bowing to the bride's parents...
had a fun but tiring day... sabotaged the 'brothers' until one of them almost vomited... oops...*acts innocent with angelic eyes*
its not our fault.. dun accuse us... its the blender's fault! it blended ginger with garlic... thats all...
*smells my garlic-reeked shirt and faints*
sorry for not rotating some pics for it to be vertical. simply bcos i am too lazy... sry!
will update more nxt time. i have to go and chiong my homework now...
cya!!
p.s. my cousin is the bridegroom and he suffered in our hands!! muahahaha!!
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Friday, January 11, 2008 . 8:25 PM
[11th jan 2008]as promised... thank you notes to the more important people!
mandy!
for staying by me despite my nonsensical and ludicrous behaviour.. thanks for being able to talk to me abt ALMOST every single thing like studies, table tennis and others.
eekie!
for always lifting my mood by singing and somehow crapping. i might have disappointed u in ways but u were still willing to be my fren.. at least a fren... xD
regina!
thanks for all your singing and argueing in table tennis.
u are one of those whom all of us will miss when u leave...
jiazhi and siti!
it might not be to other people's liking but then, thanks for listening to me and understanding...
stella!
thanks for teaching me so many things in PB. thanks for always having faith in me and trusting me... jiayou mentor!
dun get angry if u dun see ur name up there... i cant remember all within such a short time... sry for my imperfect update...
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Sunday, January 6, 2008 . 10:00 AM
[6th jan 2007]well well.. finally had the chance to round up 2007/update u on my new school year.
2007:
it was a very fun year filled with ups and downs as usual. actually i dun really remember all of them but i will definitely remember a few of them like cultural fiesta night, class chalet, service learning [although i did not participate], and of cos some other sentimental issues that till today,
i am very nostalgic abt. sometimes when i think abt it, i would wish so hard that time can go back once more to march and june.
two different issues but it involves three of the most important people in my life. it has definitely been a very hard time for me, having to live alone through that dark period and plus, those two matters actually has some effect on one another without other people knowing. i might have been too emo for words and that is very hurting to that relationship [i refuse to disclose which but it is one of those two].
i have lost it and would probably nvr get it back. one thing that i still have to say, i will treat u guys like BFFs and will be willing to listen to u no matter wad. even if u choose to give me the cold shoulder, i wont mind bcos i noe that i have been the cause of all these happenings. frankly speaking, i still get jealous over times when u are close to other ppl but then again, wad can i do? i broke this relationship and i cant possibly hope that times would go back to wad it used to be... haix... the other matter is one so delicate that i cant talk abt it here but those that i treat as a gd fren will noe wad it is...
now for some more exciting matters...
new school year, new subjects, new class, new friends, and new teachers!
english: ms ratna...possibly the clone of ms fazlin.. i bet both of them are sisters... set such high expectations but keeps us going and awake for their lessons with 'threatening' words and humorous side of their serious face. SUPERB!!! i really hope to reach her expectations and get gd results for english and stop my mum from nagging. xD
physics: mr malek.. also my class mentor. gd teacher on the overall... always manage to get us involved and engaged in his lessons by asking questions to make sure that our mind is in the classroom and not floating off to somewhr else... xD WONDERFUL!!
chinese: ms tan... not much to say cos it was like the same as last yr... always making me hungry and craving for some food [for some ridiculous reasons]...
social studies: ms nat [natasha]... i dunno much abt her cos i missed her lesson that day due to the sec 1 orientation [teambuilding games whr i almost got my face slashed into two with a chair!].. might have to get notes from vanessa if she has already started lessons...
geography: ms michelle yeo... a mother of a cute baby.. it has been noted by me that geog teachers always talk in a weird tone and articulation. or perhaps it is only for geog teachers of our school... not bad looking though... comes in prepared for lessons but somehow sounds as though she is at a loss for words... nth much but hopefully i can pass my geog with flying colours...
E/A maths: MS SIM CHIN CHIN!! wad a gd teacher.. possible the most reasonable and down-to-earth teacher in kranji.. all the kranji teachers should look up to her as a role model! AND WE WOULD PROBABLY HAVE A SCHOOL FULL OF RIDICULOUS, UNREASONABLE AND CRAZY CORPSE-BRIDE TEACHERS IN OUR SCHOOL!!! her participation and bonus point system is seriously downright unreasonable. FYI, on the first day of school, she gave us 2 minutes to memorise 3 cube, 4 cube, 5cube, 6 cube, 7 cube, 8 cube, 9 cube, and test us. its like wad the hell lar! plus, if u do extra exercises like assesment books or other questions that she nvr request for, u get extra bonus points. if this is like a game to spur students on, i dun mind.. but it is bloodily recorded in our PPR marks which in turn affects our results. i really feel like walking up to her and giving her two tight slaps and call her some names and then just walk out on her. but i shall be a civilised person and bear with her two the following two years... which will ruin the wonderful two years that i am supposed to have in secondary school... if her "5,4,3,2,1, -1/+1" can stop one day,the sun would probably rise from the east... and im serious. STUPIDEST TEACHER I'VE EVER KNOWN!!
chem: either mr senior lim [yuen tuck] or mr junior lim [benny]. not much to say abt them cos i did not have their lesson this whole week. its either that or i just missed it like my ss... haix... i will just pray hard that i get the better teacher... just as long as he is not as irritating and annoying like ms sim crazy corpse-bride...
i am still feeling very agitated over the fact of her lousy teaching methods and this insult as wad u call above, is not talking abt all the teachers in kranji.. only targeted at the *****!
*tries to cool down and breathes deeply* whew.. i feel much better now... hopefully i can cope with everything this year. my continuation of my round up post of 2007 will be at my nxt update. xD
replies to tag:
regina: thanks!! hope to see u online once again.. not forgetting your updates on your blog!
sotong jiamin: a bit only meh? i thought u forever xiao de?! xD hope u enjoy 2008 thoroughly!
mel: sum up le lar.. although it is not very complete but hopfully it still serves as a purpose to remind me of my own wrongdoings in sentimental stuff...
yiling: thanks senior. will link u up soon... xD see u soon and take care ok?! xD
eekie: haha... nice song... very meaningful especially for disney lovers!! xD
till then'..
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008 . 6:47 PM
[1 jan 2008]year 2008... how time flies... actually i wanted to round up year 2007 yesterday but apparently, i was too tired from the 2 km swim.. so i have decided to do it tmr.. haha.. thats my way of dragging but be assured that u wont see a post rounding up yr 2007 tmr bcos i have TABLE TENNIS TRAINING!!! xD anyway, went visiting today and then came the worst part of my life... first day of a new year, almost fainted in the bathroom of a relative's house. wad a bad omen.. i predict i will be having a very very very bad and unhealthy year this time... haix.. then my mum and i went to another relative's house at geylang... [not prostitutes...] when we came out to take the bus home, we saw more than a dozen prostitutes waiting outside doors leading to the second floor of those old shophouses... brr... that really freaks me out bcos u cant recognise them as prostitutes from wad they wear. they dun wear revealing clothes like wad we would be expecting. they are just like those normal females out there who dun cherish their health and smoke.. its pretty disgusting though...
i have to rush for dinner now and then i shall watch 1hr of tv before going to sleep. i want to be ready and fresh for the class of boisterious bunch of adults-wannabes... they better pray hard that i am in a good mood tmr or they will just suffer in my hands.. muahahahahaha!!!
just kidding. i am not as evil u guys think ok.. *angelic smile... then puke*
happy new year to everyone!!! will sit down and have a nice nice updates for u guys this weekend.. [a little long but please bear with it.. i figured out that weekends would be the only time i am free to update this soon-to-be-dead blog.]
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Sunday, December 30, 2007 . 7:55 PM
[30th dec 2007]HEYA PEOPLE!!! MISSED ME?! its been so long since i blogged.. ok lar.. maybe not very long. but its been 6 days ok...
let me update first...
[26-28 dec 2008]
table tennis chalet... pretty boring and it seems clearer to me that this team is going apart. had to break down in the afternoon of the second day cos when we were playing mahjong, someone's mp3 played "graduation" and it just seems so saddening. i thought i had already got over it but then... this time, i did not drop tears for my class-2D'07.. i dropped tears for the soon-to-be-gone table tennis team. it appears to be so fragile and vulnerable as though a drop of water can just separate this team into groups of 3-5... haix.. lets not talk abt this anymore. it will just bring back more memories...
[30 dec 2007]
piano performance... went quite well though. got the encouragement of all my loved ones and the gd lucks that i received were more than enough to tide me through... i was the second last to go up there and bring joy and enjoyment to all those audience sitting down there. although it was just a small concert to let us have more exposure, it really taught me a lot of things. i nvr knew that a small concert like that could be so tiring. i had to spend energy to keep myself focused when playing, to take note of the feel and to flow with the music. i may be an amatuer with all this skills when performing but i promise to make it a habit such that i dun have to feel so tired after playing out seven pages of music from memory... that sucks.. after i got down, i felt as though i had just finished 5 2.4km runs. sheesh... i shall continue to pursue my dream...
enough of all my crapping... school is reopening in another 3 days and guess wad.. i have not finished my homework!!! how great...
*drop on my knees and starts praying that there are no lessons on the first day of school*
my new resolutions for year 2008 [i tried to make them achievable]:
-do well in all subjects
-learn to pay attention in class instead of day dreaming
-to try and get at least B3 for all subjects [except A-maths... lowest lowest C5]
-pass my grade 8 with at least merit
-be a good girl and stop going to fast food restaurants so often and ruin my own body
-SAVE MONEY!!!
thats should be all for the time being... now.. replies to tags!! [thanks everyone for tagging!]
wanlin: u are linked... hope u enjoyed the chalet...
STONE: hopefully bah... haha... music is nice.. u can go download lar.. if u want, i can send it to your mail.. now no one to walk in front of me and talk to me every morning le lar.. memories are forever so saddening but so nice to keep...
mel: dogs are forever man's best friends.... they are so cute and loyal and so... lovable... <3 plus!! i wont care whose dogs are those.. all dogs are cute to me! i will love them no matter if they will bite me or not... xD
EDEL: merry (belated) xmas to u too!!! may u have a blessed year ahead of u!
jiaying: now then u remember me ah? so long nvr contact me... hmm... sooner or later u will grow old de mah. no matter wad age u are, u will always be jiaying.. and i will always be yihan!<3
shiying: dun call me chiobu.. cos im not... anyway, thanks for caring for me.. i did not mean to
spoil everyone's mood that day.. but still have to thank you for always being there to listen to me!! thanks!!! <3 color="#ffccff">STELLa: thanks mentor!! i will look for u whenever i got prob ok? jiayou for year 2008 oso!!
vivian: thanks for ur kindness but i wont think of having new pets yet... i still have not got over it so maybe later in my life bah.. thanks for offering though! jiayou for year 2008!
cheerego: thanks for tagging! hope to meet up with u soon! thanks for calling those two days as well! it really helped me a lot!!
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Monday, December 24, 2007 . 6:56 PM
[24 dec 2007]MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!
having a nice nice christmas now? hopefully... lalala... christmas always reminds me of christmas carols and turkey and log cakes... AND LAST MINUTE SHOPPERS AT ORCHARD!!!
singaporeans are well known for their kiasu-ness but when it comes to christmas shopping, they always come last.. so ironic...
anyway!! i got gd news!! I HAVE FINALLY CLEARED MY ROOM!! i nvr expected myself to do spring cleaning on christmas eve. another achievement!! wahahaha... actually the real gd news is... i got chosen as the prefectorial board sec 3 EXCO member. it may not seem a lot on the outside but to me, this wonderful news is gd enough becos this is the recognition that mr siah and other seniors have given me. i shall work harder and leave a deeper impression in the lives of the coming sec 1 batch. i shall try.... very very very hard... every footprint that i leave in a person's life means a lot to me...
back to main topic. although my family do not celebrate christmas, we still exchange presents...
the most worthy present this year... the recognition of my ability/capabilities by my family members. they have finally opened their eyes and see that i am not that worthles after all. i noe they love me a lot but the fact that they did not believe that i could be a prefect/SSC member really hurt me alot. but now, its much better.. xD
i will be going shopping with my cousins and my sister tmr for clothes. my cousin is getting married nxt yr... 15th jan 2008 which is like only 22 days away. we are supposed to be the people whom the bridegroom detest the most because we will not let him 'get' the bride.. muahahahaha... hopefully my sister will let me wear something more of my age... i will try to post up the pictures after that.. haha... xD
ok.. enough of my crap... once again, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! may all your wishes come true!
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