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music of the piano
Sunday, March 2, 2008 . 4:48 PM
[2 march 2008]there have been so many things happening recently... so happy yet so sad.. im getting lost again.. maybe im lost in my own world of wishful thinking and fantasy bah... :/why must u make me feel so deprived of the encouragement just when u gave it all to me?why must u make me feel so distant to u when we just got closer? it all sums up to make me miserable once again. i once thought that we were alright again.. its seems like u nvr know how to keep friends from getting hurt properly...maybe i nvr existed in ur list of friends before.. maybe u just treated me like a substitute when the others were not around...all of the above may be just my own thoughts.. it maybe true as well.. no matter wad, i dun wanna know...i just wanna keep this friendship alive [if it was even friendship in the first place]maybe im thinking too much but when u said the sentence to me, it felt as though u just pushed me off the bus and left me to fend for myself when actually the wound still hurts...i dun mind u telling me my flaws but please be merciful.. no matter wad i did in the past that pissed u off, i just need u to tell me.. not to leave me alone and go on without me... it hurts.. it really hurts... :/the above write up is dedicated to one of my bestest frens... do not make assumptions and dun ask me abt who it is.. if u think its u, then just let it be... it will hurt both parties if the identity of the person was exposed... i just needed to rant and let it all out...i wanted to blog abt the 'wall' story but now, i no longer have the mood and currently, im not the wall.. do not addess me as one bcos i will not answer u... it just does not fit the situation now... let me sort out my feelings and get back to be me, myself... i need another period of time... in the meanwhile, as long as the person gets back to who she is, i will be fine...Labels: ♪ yihan