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music of the piano

Saturday, June 18, 2011 . 11:58 PM

i had so many things to say but when i'm supposed to type it out, everything in my mind goes blank, as though someone just pressed the 'delete' button.

when i was freaked out and scared in the afternoon today, the first person i thought of was you.
i wanted to share with you what happened today.
i thought u'd understand when i said "i cant go and meet you"
i didn't have a choice, my dear. can u understand that?

i was 10 minutes away from home and i had dinner at home.
did u expect me to get down and board the bus from the other side to go down to orchard to meet you?
yes, i would have done it if my sister wasn't with me.
no matter how tired i was, i would have gone down to town again, just to be with you.
i truly hope that u can understand what im trying to say.
i told you before, no matter what happened, i'll always be there with you.

i thought u'd be understanding enough to not be angry or disappointed with me.
family over you? or you over family?

for all this time, i've been there for you..
did u really expect me to be there for you forever?
what if one day, i'm unable to be there for you for some reason?

i'm sorry i wasn't there for you today but honestly, i dun even know if it's my fault.


personality

?yihan
?seventeen
?4th march '93
?bukit panjang primary school
?kranji secondary school
?Anderson Junior College
?table tennis
?prefectorial board
 ?students' sports committee
 ?piano grade 8
?100% nostalgic
?150% perfectionist
?pets and music are loves!


links

4D'09
DOREEN
EDEL
EEKIE
EMILIA
HAOTENG
HARIZ
JIAMIN
JING YI
JOEY
JOVITA
KELVIN
MELISSA
MINYI
REGINA
SHU QING
SSC!!<3
STANLEY
STELLA
STOZER
VANESSA
VIVIAN
WUPING
YUEFENG
ZELIA
ZHENYU


tag









?heart's desire?
?mp3 player
?new phone
?bouquets of roses
?new wallet
?new haircut
?long hair
?stamina
?catch up with my studies
?more tanned
?more FBT
?slippers
?necklaces
?new clothes
?NF shorts
?new bag
?handphone holder
?dustbin in my room
?cute soft speaker[action city]
?cute jewellery box
?4 GB thumbdrive
?white pouch
?steinway grand<3
our memories
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credits

kailanime
do not remove plz.