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music of the piano

Saturday, November 6, 2010 . 10:34 PM


another rough patch. now due to different things.
nvr felt so insecure before.
feel like i can nvr do anything right now.
cant seem to meet anyone's expectations.
ppl say i'm a nice and sweet girlfriend, but do they see the retarded, demanding, not-understanding side of me?

i have got to get myself up and working again.
time dun wait for ppl.
we chase after time. we are forever fighting against time.
yihan u need to wake up!
no matter how worthless u are, ur life still carries on.
u lost someone in ur life bcos she didn't noe how to cherish her life.
but u need to live on.
there are too many things in life to give up.

but then again, i need to noe my worth and value.
i need to noe how much i mean to ppl around me.
if not, i dun have the motivation to go on.
i've already lost all of it.

so what if my face is wet from tears.
it is a weak side of me that shudn't be shown to anyone.
because yihan is supposed to be strong.
u are expected to be strong!
u cannot lose another important person in ur life just bcos u cant face the challenges of life!

i need a hug,
i need someone to clear my tears.
and tell me everything is going to be fine
i need to noe that ppl around me appreciate me for who i am, no matter how ugly i am.
i need to noe that yihan deserves a place in the world.
i need to noe that ppl are proud of me.

how i wish i can just show my true colours and break down in front of everyone, not behind close doors.
i'm tired.
personality

?yihan
?seventeen
?4th march '93
?bukit panjang primary school
?kranji secondary school
?Anderson Junior College
?table tennis
?prefectorial board
 ?students' sports committee
 ?piano grade 8
?100% nostalgic
?150% perfectionist
?pets and music are loves!


links

4D'09
DOREEN
EDEL
EEKIE
EMILIA
HAOTENG
HARIZ
JIAMIN
JING YI
JOEY
JOVITA
KELVIN
MELISSA
MINYI
REGINA
SHU QING
SSC!!<3
STANLEY
STELLA
STOZER
VANESSA
VIVIAN
WUPING
YUEFENG
ZELIA
ZHENYU


tag









?heart's desire?
?mp3 player
?new phone
?bouquets of roses
?new wallet
?new haircut
?long hair
?stamina
?catch up with my studies
?more tanned
?more FBT
?slippers
?necklaces
?new clothes
?NF shorts
?new bag
?handphone holder
?dustbin in my room
?cute soft speaker[action city]
?cute jewellery box
?4 GB thumbdrive
?white pouch
?steinway grand<3
our memories
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credits

kailanime
do not remove plz.