yesterday missed a post.. cos it wasn't exactly the best day i've had.. on the contrary, i was in one of the moodiest mood ever... somehow, i felt so uncertain, so unstable, so insecure, so frustrated.. i felt as though the whole world was against me but yet, instead of showing my frustration and devastation, i can only forge a smile in front of others, so that they wont worry..
deep down inside is a world of greyness that not many ppl can understand.. luckily i managed to step out of that zone today...
well, yesterday nth much happened i guess.. other than the usual tiring tuesdays i have, we celebrated jac's bday and nth much happened.. until i got hit straight in my left eye by the ball when training with coach.. the ball seemed like it was coming straight from me. probably fated so that i can snap out of my dream and fantasies and focus on training instead.. hahaha then everyone thought i was crying-.-"
anyway, today morning, i didn't go school... thenn yeah... woke up with a swollen ankle-.- and fever-.-" stupid lar! then went back to sleep... and chionged PW until now. sian still got geog (which i duno how to do-.-)
hmm.. i wonder what the school has in store for me-.-" shall go do my other work now!!! bye~
personality
?yihan
?seventeen
?4th march '93 ?bukit panjang primary school ?kranji secondary school
?Anderson Junior College
?table tennis ?prefectorial board ?students' sports committee
?piano grade 8
?100% nostalgic
?150% perfectionist
?pets and music are loves!