Saturday, July 24, 2010 . 10:02 PM
went to yew tee long john silver to study today(:
it's been such a long time since i went... and it really brings back memories(: those days when i mugged with Miss W. and Mr A. for ss and science(: hehehe...
and it's the first time i studied all by myself at a public place(: not too bad though... just that it's more inconvenient to go toilet-.-" but then again, i can focus better..
hopefully the nxt time i go, i can do more work than today...
but i duno why i felt so distracted today. i keep on staring into blank space. after finishing one sentence, i'll just stare at my notes blankly.. think i look quite idiotic. haha but since i was sitting at one corner, not many ppl would have seen it bah xD
hmm... i was kinda happy after studying.. took bus to cck then went home. had a bbq with aunt and grandma.
now super tired.. think i'm going to plonk into bed anytime after showering...
and sometimes i think of why i'm so obsessed with u... during weekends, my brain will be filled with ur images and our memories. although i'm thinking lesser each time, i'll still miss u alot during my break times. maybe cos we're meeting too little? once a week? i dunno...
i'm hoping that i can kick this addiction of thinking abt u before my promos chionging start... at least i dun see ur face appearing in my brain during weekdays..
i'm starting my engine now.. so hopefully my promos wont be that bad. i promised my mum that i'll do my very best. if i cant make it, then i'll transfer. and she said she dun want to see me suffering so badly.. i shall prove to her that i really did my best already. if i dun make it for promos, it just proves that i'm not suited for JC life. i may not suit poly life either, but i have to give it a try. i cant let this get me down...
stay strong Yihan! Jiayou! ♥