music of the piano

Wednesday, April 7, 2010 . 10:02 PM

it just doesn't seem like such a good day for me today.. =X

I&E day is fun but for now, my mind is just in a very confused state...
as usual, i dunno wad i did wrong. it sucks..

then i start to think abt wad someone told me yesterday..
then i realised, maybe what the person said is true..
maybe i'm holding on too tightly?
maybe i'm too ignorant?
maybe by trying to be more stable, i'm making it worse?

ok i'm not exactly making a lot of sense but yeah...
i didn't expect JC life to be THIS tiring...
sleeping less than 5/6 hours every night..

waking up at 5.30,
lessons all the way, dozing off in lesson,
leaving school at 8 plus (with training),
going home abt 9 plus,
chionging hw, trying to finish by 12 (nvr manages to do so)
going to sleep

and the cycle goes on...
it's really draining me out (i'm someone who cant live without sleep)

hopefully i'l get the chance to clear my mind soon... if not one day i may just explode or sth...

?yihan
?seventeen
?4th march '93
?bukit panjang primary school
?kranji secondary school
?Anderson Junior College
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?prefectorial board
?students' sports committee
?piano grade 8
?100% nostalgic
?150% perfectionist
?pets and music are loves!

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kailanime
do not remove plz.