music of the piano

Saturday, April 11, 2009 . 9:55 PM

i wanna run my own life!

i wanna be a rich man's daughter..
so i dun have to worry abt not being materialistical-ly poor..
i wanna be a poor man's daughter..
so i can understand how precious everything can be..

i wanna be a pro in studies..
so i dun have to worry abt whether or not to DSA to a particular JC just to get my ass in that place..
i wanna struggle in my studies..
so i can understand that nth ever comes easily..

i wanna be an outstanding musician..
so i can bring music to others and put my message across in music as a language..
i wanna be an IT geek..
so i can use the latest technology to spread my message..

i wanna be famous..
so the whole world can noe me..
but i wanna be low profile..
so i dun have to worry abt my family members being harassed..

i noe all these are just wishful thinking and my future is still, just a blur..
but i can still have dreams rite?

will i ever get my own walk-in wardrobe?
will i ever get my own high purchasing power?
will i ever get to stop worrying before deciding whether i shud buy a shirt/dress?

haix.. kind of emo but i suddenly realised, not everything will go our way..
not that i duno abt that "law" of "u reap wad u sow"..
but, its just sth that hits u hard.. so hard that u just feel like giving up everything.. cos everything ahead of u seems so unstable and so unclear..

i nvr get to tell myself, "this is sth that i'll get for sure".. nvr...
how? i dun even noe how my 'O' levels will go..
i dun even noe how my life will be like in two months time? (other than all those mugging)
i guess we can nvr ever get the best of both worlds.. no matter how much we yearn for it.. ):

sometimes, i feel that i just need a break..
it may have been only 4 months.. but it seems like a long time...
im really tired..
and really worn out..
when will i ever get to rest?
seems like its going to be a long long time away...

some ppl makes me really happy and makes my day...
some ppl just makes me feel so upset and pissed off..
some ppl make me feel so stressed up and..
some ppl just makes me feel so ** _ _ _ _

?yihan
?seventeen
?4th march '93
?bukit panjang primary school
?kranji secondary school
?Anderson Junior College
?table tennis
?prefectorial board
?students' sports committee
?piano grade 8
?100% nostalgic
?150% perfectionist
?pets and music are loves!

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EDEL
EEKIE
EMILIA
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JIAMIN
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STANLEY
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tag

?heart's desire?

?mp3 player
?new phone
?bouquets of roses
?new wallet
?new haircut
?long hair
?stamina
?catch up with my studies
?more tanned
?more FBT
?slippers
?necklaces
?new clothes
?NF shorts
?new bag
?handphone holder
?dustbin in my room
?cute soft speaker[action city]
?cute jewellery box
?4 GB thumbdrive
?white pouch
?steinway grand<3

our memories

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credits

kailanime
do not remove plz.