music of the piano
Friday, February 27, 2009 . 7:54 PM
im stressed...
read it!!! ITS STRESS!!!! STRESS IS HAUNTING ME NOW!!!!adam khoo, madam lee and the MOE ppl really drained me of all my energy...
i dun deny that i really learnt a lot during the AK workshop but it also made me think a lot too... sometimes, things wont go the way we want them to.. but oh wells, wad can i do rite? face it positively? guess so bah... im trying to take things one at a step... hopefully can work bah..
today was simply a bad day.. it started off quite well...
despite being both physically and mentally drained out, i was still able to keep myself in quite a good mood.. who knows, after recess, everything went down hill...
i've been closing my eyes for wad my classmates have been doing for two whole months le..
maybe its time for change eh?
despite closing one eye for all of them, my classmates are like climbing over my head. its really hard. very hard...
if i become strict on them, im afraid that our relationship will turn sour. will they ever understand that im just trying to do my job well and fulfill my duty?
however, if im too lenient on them, wad will happen in the near future? i bet things will just become even worse...
haix..
wad to do?!
that's life rite?
mr Koh say that life is very fair... is it? i beg to differ.. haix....
anyway, forget it.. i shall let bygones be bygones...
the old Yihan is dead...
let the new Yihan take over the old one and make some changes.... dun blame me if i become strict sometimes...
so if u really care abt me and treat me as a fren, please dun take out any prohibited items in front of me and keep to the school rules ok? its just a small favour. im begging all of u that know me! thank you!!
(:
throughout this 3 days of adam khoo workshop, now i noe who are the ones that really noe me and who are the ones that i can really rely on when i need help...
lots of love and thanks to vanessa, siang ning, azeeezah, colleen and many others! love u guys lots!!
happy belated birthday to azeezah and colleen!
happy birthday in advance to merlin!
5 days to my sweet 16 le!!! xD