music of the piano
Friday, January 30, 2009 . 11:04 PM
so many "what if"s and "if only"s ran through my mind on my way home...
could i have played better? i guess so bah...
i caused the whole team to lose... no matter how much u tell me its not true, i'll still not be able to get that thought out of my mind.. its just so hard...
although this year's wound is not as deep as last yr, but somehow i find it harder to heal...
"in a game played last friday, our krranji table tennis 'B' girls beat dunearn secondary with a score of 5-0. Well done girls!"
"also in a game played last friday, our kranji table tennis 'B' girls beat fuhua secondary with a score of 3-2. Well done girls!"
thanks to all for ur encouragement esp ZY di... sry to have disappointed anyone if i had...
这次让你们失望了 
真得非常抱歉
我知道这件事
说对不起也太迟了
就在那一杀那间,
那一粒球
那个碰到球的瞬间
一切就成了定局
你们虽然可能不会怪我
但心中的这个伤痕
我真的不知道什么时候才能复原
我答应过自己 
也答应过你我今天不哭
但到头来
即使我要哭
也哭不出来了
心里仿佛已经麻木了
输得麻了
可能对于其他人
我的一举一动不能表达出我的伤
但心里真的真的好难受