music of the piano
Monday, December 1, 2008 . 8:57 PM
bad mood today...keep tio suan-ed by coach. damn pissed off.its not that i want it to turn out this way. i dun wanna play like shit either.i noe im not at my peak period rite now yea?i noe i play worse than a sec 1 now.i noe i cant even do a proper smacki noe i have many things on nowbut it does not give u, my dear cousin, the reason and the rights to insult me and put me down infront of others like that.u made me feel useless and worthless. i feel as though i will nvr be able to compete in any other competitions. u were the one who said that i needed more faith in myself.why is it that it is the same person who is crushing my confidence again and again?it may seem like a joke to u but have u thought that your words may be hurting to others as well? its not sth funny ok? i may be able to tolerate ur other nonsense but not this. i noe i cant be emo anymore... so the only word that i can use to describe my current feeling is ANGER! *******grr... too pissed off and not in the mood to do anything! pics from Mr benny lim's will be posted at a later date after i get those comical pics from melissa.sry for this few very emotional and strong posts recently.. so many things have been happening...
i did get suan-ed by coach... made me emo..
but i got insulted by my cousin.. made me pissed off..
dun misunderstand...
edited my post to make sure that no one misunderstands this.